to be succinct, it's a new start. a bit cliche, but that's not a hindrance.
right now, i'm contemplating on exactly how i should write this entry [though it doesn't look too hard, based on what i've seen in other people's work]. my friend has a particular way of recording his day-by-day life by describing everything within a certain vicinity of himself and, well... it's a start.
i'm sitting at my desk, and wondering about the clouds that painted the sky so beautifully today. i peer outside my window to the left, where the sunset is slowly staining the rest of the sky in soft tones of pink and orange. the colors mix above the silhouette of a maple in my neighbor's yard, splashing over one another into a gentle mauve backdrop against the quickly dimming night scenery. it's only after a few minutes do i turn back to this blank computer screen.
debussy's 'reverie' has a particular sound to it that always reminds me of a cloud; the music sways and dances, running across the world and back in mere moments. the gentle piano keys echo in my ears, lulling me softly into a daydream i can't resist. the feeling is impossible to hinder; it's as if i could go wherever i want in the universe. i'd jump from the clouds and grab a star, swinging softly to snatch a ride with a comet. gravity's slowly losing it's pull on me... i can walk, unhindered, to worlds man may never be able to reach.
have you ever wondered what it'd be like to journey across the universe? to walk through everything, and see it all to the end?
needs... desires... you tend to forget about them in space. without them, you'd see through a whole new pair of eyes... not through that of an actor, but maybe those of an audience. i guess that's probably what a god feels like: the front row spectator to the entirety of the universe and its tale. call it blasphemous, but it's only a thought.
the black dawn is closing in on my little room; little corners in it are starting to creep up higher and higher as the candle on my table flickers with death. i should wrap up this thing, too. [maybe i said a bit too much for the first post...heh.]
keep dreaming. aim higher... throw farther. the lullaby will be taking me now.